All I want to do is stuff my face with Chedders and left over Easter Eggs – alas, I am not.
Yesterday was day 1 back on the diet, I had a text from my leader that I think was supposed to be inspirational and helpful, instead I wanted to throw my phone at a wall. It only said something like “let’s get back on track – think about some physical activity – let’s get you moving!” – UM NO! That is one of my downfalls, moving. I joined a gym last time I was super serious about weightloss and I started loving it, then things happened and life started to change a little and I just didn’t go anymore, I need to find that spirit again really.
I started again yesterday, made sure I had breakfast, had a Salad in a Jar for lunch, which usually filled a hole but, alas, this time did not.. then I went home and physically weighed out chips to have for my dinner! I had them with two fish cakes and a splattering of peas. Yesterday felt like I was STARVING all day, today is the same, and I have a massive headache, but I am filling up on fruit and water and trying not to be a baby.
I keep trying to think of things I can have, keep telling myself I MUST plan out my weeks and meals in advance so this doesn’t happen! Only so much fruit one can eat before you just want to burn all fruit trees and plants to the ground.
I am sat here wasting awaaaaaaaaaay, ok not so much and I just had lunch but dammit you an cram a lot of salad in your face for free, it makes a Ham Sandwich seem paltry. I must not stuff, I must not stuff… there’s a Greggs here, I don’t need a pie! I DON’T!
Question for anyone doing WW out there and might possibly read this: Do you use your 49 spare points a week? I dread to think what would happen if I did, because I tried not to for the first few weeks and barely lost a thing!
SIGH, why can’t I just go ahead and get liposuction, oh that’s right, because I want to do this the “proper” way, that and well, it’s a little unnecessary and I am also not rich. Mmm rich.. reminds me of a Roast… GODDAMMIT NO.